9 dec 2009, tuesday, blue mood~

now is dinner time during my woking day.. tdy de oly 1 chinese on leave, me sian 4 whole day cz no body can blow water with me. boring day, boring dinner, boring taste~ i had print out a new calender 2009, start 2 set target 4 nex yr.. wat i wan2 do, wat i muz pursue.. all writing down n i MUST mk it come true.. wat i can say is woking dream is definately different with wat we pursue during our sco time.. recently sumthg happen among my geng, i duno hw 2 say but sumthg make me fel fan gan jor~ fan gan til i duno hw 2 expres my feling 2 others~ is a natural feling born fr my heart~ alt i knw i shd't~ haih, human being.. sum ppl was So LC, alw use L language 2 talk.. how could i tahan~ i din scold back mean i could tahan very well edi... new yr coming, alot of thg wish 2 achieve by 2009~ challenge yr~ 1 more make me fel sad.. nex yr is COW yr edi.. OH MY GOD 2 round edi... im 24 yr old????????????? refresh de 1st cow yr wen i was 12 yr old.. big different n im grow alot~